Hey Everyone!
I hope your all enjoying your summer. Its been a really beautiful week here.
DH and I just came back from a mini vacation, that was much needed. We were planning on going down to the states and meeting up with fellow blogger Jeannie and her two twin boys, however we were not able to get off the farm for that long, so up north we went!
It was GREAT!!! We did a lot of reading, canoeing, hiking, swimming, oh and a LOT of eating and laying around :-) Couldnt have asked for a better trip :-)
On TTC news this cycle is one huge headache! I am not charting or taking my temp so I have no idea what is going on with my body. However on CD14 I started spotting, and that continued for 3 days than stopped on our vacation. So obviously I was feeling a little optimistic when it stopped...however 2 days after that it started again but more watery and more red, and here I am today still spotting and not expecting my period for another week. I swear just when I am started to relax and not worry about all this ttc stuff this happens! Its really frustrating and Im just getting tired of disappointment after disappointment. More and more of my friends are either pregnant or have already had one or two children...and more and more of the blogs I follow are already pregnant or have had a baby(or two!). I am so happy for each and every one of my friends and you guys, but honestly when is it my turn???!!! What am I not doing right? Or what I am forgetting?? I really do not want to head back to the REs office next month and move back to IUIs, Im just so drained for all of this
Sorry for the vent..!
God bless each and every one of you!
hugs
A New Year!
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6 comments:
I am sorry this cycle has been so crazy for you. I'm glad you had a relaxing vacation and hope it's your turn to get that BFP soon!!
So glad you enjoyed your trip despite the headache AF has been giving you. I feel the same way about all the pregnancies around me - trying to stay patient and faithful through each one! xo
Vent away girl its your blog! My BFF is trying for #2and told me the other day I'm happy for her but I just told my husband "when they are pregnant in like 2 months expect tears and lots of them"
We all need to vent sometimes... that's why we're here. I hope and pray that your cycle smartens up quick!
Bummed that you weren't able to visit but your pictures are beautiful...so glad you had a great & relaxing time.
It breaks my heart that you are going through this. I wish there was something more that I could do for you, but know I pray for you daily. Sending hugs and love to you!
((hugs)) I am glad you had a good trip & I continue to keep you in my prayers.
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